So I haven’t been online in a long time. Some doctors, but mostly being an adult and busy, growing up is time going by really fast.  I have been such a boring person. I get so much done, so maybe this is the person I am supposed to be? One person can only help me with this question, and they are no longer with the living. She had many opinions and advice, I could use it now.  We didn’t always get along, but that’s because I wasn’t acting like a grown up, now it doesn’t matter.